Dream Life

                                           I want your body pressed up against my heart. I want your hands spreading my thoughts, Lingering over the curves of my passions, gripping my hopes, stroking my opinions, and cupping my desires. I want your soul breathing heavily against my collarbones. I want your thoughts nibbling on my ears, your passions pressed against my lips, your hopes naked on my skin, your opinions hard under my hands and your desires... I want your desires letting out soft little moans against my soul. I want you.

                                      i don't know exactly in which breath i broke and in which breath healed. It's all a blur of slow fades and quick unraveling's, gradual growth and sudden revelations, seasons of life overlapped like crossword puzzles, except i had no clues to solve the problems. reality was not quite as black and white but i got here, didn't i? the pen markings are evidence that life is just one big mess of trial and error. i think in a way i am still breaking and still healing and my heart is still working overtime to keep me safe. once it starts it does not stop but my word, i do not want it to. see how i am a little less scared and a little bit stronger and oh, see how i'm doing just fine.

  When problems feel too big, focus on the little things you love- and my loveable things is you and its only moves around you. This moment im feeling very exhausted, with everything but i dont know how to overcome this situation what i can think now is of you, only you. I want to cry out louder and want you just near me. So you can hug me tightly that all problems and stress is just melt out the same way i do , when im in your arms.                               The most protecting place for me is always your arms. Im feeling so devastating right now, that i could not even think properly so whenever im in shattered conditioned i can think of only you. This moment i want to just sit calmly and that to just right next to you where i can feel that time is stopped and i dont have to worry about anything in this world . But most good thing is that i can enjoy that specific moment with you. I miss those mome...