"I'm Still A Person"

I'm still a person. I have a soul. But people forget that Their words are cold. I block out their attacks. Everyday, I do. Sometimes I can avoid them. And I hope I can too. Other days, it's not enough. I just want to get rid of this pain. And it frightens me when I think a sharpen blade Is the way. It feels fuzzy, and nice While tears escape. It give me relief. And I go do it every day. I know I worry others. Or maybe just my parents. They want to help fix it all. But can i truly mend all this? I forgot how this happened, To tell you the truth. Whether I called bad on someone, Or somebody did an evil bloop. But of course, I can try and forgive them. I just want to know why. Why was was it me? Why all of the lies? All I can do now Is try not to give in. Even if I really want to. This is sink or swim. And if anyone is out there. Who knows I'm here. Please, get help. I didn't do a...