Dream Life

                                                                                  The sky is so tragically beautiful It is the graveyard of stars; It doesn't hurt but it leaves the scars, Not just on mind but the whole human soul Not just it control, but the heart that it stole. Maybe that's what life has to  give, But this should not stop you to relive! Cause without pain, How would you know joy; It builds you up and just believe, that it does not destroy. All you need to have is faith, Cause once it was said that life is 'fickle finger of fate', Believe in yourself because you yourself are your true mate.

                                                    I'm slowly learning that even if I react, it won't change anything, it won't make people suddenly love and respect me, it won't magically change their minds. Sometimes it's better to just let things be, let people go, don't fight for closure, don't ask for explanations, don't chase answers and don't expect people to understand where you're coming from. I'm slowly learning that life is better lived  when you don't center it on what's happening around you and center it on what's happening inside you instead. Work on yourself and your inner peace.

                                                                          to my mind: we are at war, you and me, an everlasting exchange of indults and new wounds and apologies that always come just a little too late. by the time you say i'm sorry i have already absorbed the blow. a new battle scar has risen on my skin. my body cannot defend itself from you anymore. and i'm scared a truce will never come.

                                                I paint the night sky in dazzling flames like my mind on its high ride I hold my heart in my hands and burn it to ashes As the fears creep out of the  crevices of my skull I plant seeds and flowers bloom within me in this cold winter My body aches as I shed the skin and grow a thick rib cage to protect my  empty heart I wrap myself in a shawl to succumb the flames within me Fears Burns Desires I leave this world another day  I am born again today

                                                      I'll always belong  to myself even as many times as I'll try to give myself away and as many times as someone else will try and take it I'll always belong to myself and you'll always belong to yourself unions are not formed by giving yourself away but by coming together two minds two hearts two flames two contributors two architects building their mad or sadly sane worlds together I don't want to be you and I don't want you to be me the beauty the love comes from our acceptance of each others' souls