Dream Life

                                          I think about you everyday I plan out what to say You have no idea, you have no clue Just how much I think about you I try not to stare, I try not to hide I try not to show that I have always lied If I had told you before Perhaps you might not be the same I want to tell you how I feel But the voices inside makes me hush So I keep it down inside my heart Hoping that nothing falls apart Where ever you go, my heart will follow But sadly, ever, only I will know  I hope my heart will never be broken All because of my love unspoken

                                           I'm not supposed to want you; I'm not supposed to care, and yet I spend my time dreaming of all that we could share. I'm not supposed to think about you or wonder where you've been, but no matter how I fight it, thoughts of you sneak in. I'm not supposed to ponder where you are each night, but you creep into my vision when the stars shine bright. I'm not supposed to yearn so, always wishing you were here, but I hunger for your kisses, and I long to draw you near. I'm not supposed to imagine where you are and what you do. I know I shouldn't cater to a single thought of you. I'm not supposed to need you. I know these things. I do. And yet I can't help myself, because I fell in love with you.