Dream Life

                                               i always thought it would be difficult to find someone who will love me when i'm always scattered in a thousand pieces it's like trying to complete a puzzle when you don't even know if you have  all the right pieces but then you showed me that every piece doesn't have to be place to create something beautiful that love can exist in the most imperfect lost and broken people and i promise you that love will be just as beautiful. if you're in a thousand pieces or just one.

                                             We are all moved by this weather. by now, all the leaves are gone and we are left with the bare bones of ourselves. the rain is relentless. people step off the bus with jackets pulled tight, heads bowed and feet scrambling for some place dry. i can't help but watch them. we are such a hurried people. never lingering, always in a rush. i'd be lying if i said i didn't feel  like i'm falling behind. i'd be lying id i said i didn't feel the slightest bit jealous. these people- they all have some place to be. when will i know where that place is for me?

In a sea of strangers,      you've longed to know me.      your life spent sailing      to my shores. The arms that yearn      to someday hold me,      will ache beneath      the heavy oars. Please take your time      and take it slowly;      as all you do      will run its course. And nothing else      can take what only-      was always meant      as solely yours.