Dream Life

  Dear deep feeler,                                               You are braver than most. For in a world where it is cool to be cold, it is not easy to always be the one who cares the most. When you walk into the world with an open heart, you must be prepared to bleed for your courage. For there are so many people with sharp edges that will cut you deeply when you attempt to piece them back together. There are so many places that seem too harsh and too gray for someone with as soft a gaze as you. You are stronger than most. For no matter how many times you have been let down, how many times you have searched for yourself in others and found nothing. You refuse to give up. It requires strength to keep taking another step,  even if you don't know if you're on the right  way. There is nothing more powerful than to keep giving, even if you are promised nothing ...

                                                         1. The truth is- genuine connection is ease. It is peace. When you find it you will know. You will feel seen. You will feel respected. At the end of the day, the human beings that surround you in this life should not  exhaust you, or hollow you out, or leave you feeling like you are hard to love. You should not have to play games, or beg for someone to care for you the way you have deeply shown up to care for them. Please, do not  romanticize the things in this life that hurt. You cannot love someone into loving you, or being ready, or meeting their potential; you cannot close their hands around your heart if they are not willing to hold it themselves. You have to let them go. You have to focus on the people in your life who bring you back home to yourself. You have to focus on...

                                        For Girls Made of Storms and Sadness You are monsoon wrapped in the skin of girl the say you aunt        tells you how you must act in front of boys.        Girls like you must never look them in the eye. Don't forget what happens when boys look in the direction of girls        that carry the sky in their eyes and       the world weighing down on their shoulders. Girls who have seen great sadness very young look vulnerable,   like prey and some men are wolves. They will eat you alive. You are too hungry inside your own sadness, and when you love,      you love like torrential rain-heavy and intense.         you are too soft hearted and hard headed, and she is afraid how many around you can see that as weakness. Some people will want to ...

                                                      You were all kinds of warning, And yet I did what we were always afraid of. Not minding the advices I went for you Knowing that the love will replicate No I guess my friend were right You- toying with my heart Made me more vulnerable for you Yet you left me in the middle of the road Not caring about me Now I'm lying on the floor again You lived your life everyday while Slowly killing me inside And after all of this time I constantly think Why did you made me so vulnerable to you When you planned to leave me one day?