Dream Life

                                            Every night i kept on thinking about so many things and the most about i can everything better and beautiful with sometime lovely plus romantic. But by every morning destiny planned something different for me. Like every morning destiny surprise me with shocking reality. Reality to which im always running away but somehow i understand, that it would never ever possible for me to leave this behind.  My whole day passed with so many efforts to run away from harsh reality to putting so many efforts to drag it to the nearest better and comfortable world but , this long night turned out to be just like a spring or elastic which comes to earlier stage when you drop it. Ahhh.... I hate it...I hate it more everyday. But im human and when i see some people are so related to me, so neither i have any choice nor im allowed to stop.  Wit...

                              I have seen the key in the window, separate, gold, shiny, alien to these dirty institution walls. Shall I take the key, shall I escape the four white walls? Shall I walk upon the roads of rainbow, emerald, meditating upon Jewry? Elohim! Elohim! Am I of the lesser light, mind draped. in foreign night? G-d of the desert, I’m drowning in sand here, without nomad salvation. Baby boys, circumcised, observant orthodoxy. “Don’t murder me, don’t murder me, don’t murder me. Let me escape into the sunlight. Let me know who I am, just once. I ain’t crazy, I swear!” I am bound by bars, the key has transformed into shackles. The man with the Golden Warhole telephone has arrived in my room, syringe full of Mescaline, eyes strange with vagrant fire, saying “It’s time to go, it’s time to go, it’s time to forget yourself, time to forget it all, don’t worry, we only mean the best for you.” And I scraw...