Dream Life

  I lend everone my ear, But nobody my heart, And I sure would like to change that, But I don't know where to start, I smile more to myself, Than the world will ever see, Because the only time my smile is real, Is in my own company, People don't know how I feel, They never even ask, It seems that I have fooled them all, They can't see past my mask, If they were with me late at night, When the world was still asleep, Maybe then I'd let them sort, Through the secrets that I keep, But when I wake at 2am, Nobody is ever there, And I learnt that why I hide my heart, Is because no-one really cares.

                                          I think about you everyday I plan out what to say You have no idea, you have no clue Just how much I think about you I try not to stare, I try not to hide I try not to show that I have always lied If I had told you before Perhaps you might not be the same I want to tell you how I feel But the voices inside makes me hush So I keep it down inside my heart Hoping that nothing falls apart Where ever you go, my heart will follow But sadly, ever, only I will know  I hope my heart will never be broken All because of my love unspoken

                                     I know that I don't own you, and perhaps I never will, So my anger when you're with her, I have no right to feel. I know that you don't owe me, and I shouldn't ask for more; I shouldn't feel so let down, all the times when you don't call. What I feel- I shouldn't show you, so when you're around I won't ; I know I've no right to feel it- but it doesn't mean I don't.