Dream Life

                                     She isn't the easiest girl to love. she has this bad habit of overthinking. She tends to  overreact and she gets a little insecure every once in a while. She'll be needy for your attention. She wants to literally take up all of your time and she'll require a lot of reassurance. She isn't capable of fully trusting you. She doesn't know when to stop fighting with you even if she's wrong. She has no problem pushing you away if she feels like you're close to hurting her. Loving her will stress you out, loving her will make you angry, loving her will break  your heart at times, loving her will test you, loving her will challenge you, and loving her will change you. It may get so demanding that you'll be tempted to walk away, it may get so hard that you'll think about giving up, and it may get so complicated that you won't want to deal with her anymore....

                                         " There was a girl, who was sacred of life itself. So for the longest time she just kept running away as far as she could see. She ended up on the other side of the world, escaped to the place that was exact epicenter of life. It was so loud there, that she wasn't able to hear herself. And for some time it felt good. Until one day, when the whole world went silent, and she was forced to see, that she was just hiding away in the castle made of air; locked up with her own restrained dreams. And then she realized, that fear will never go away. so she stopped waiting for some kind of prince to save her, she left the castle, and made that fear to be her guard. And only walking side by side with it, she found a way that she was truly seeking."

  She speaks to me fondly of passions and talents,      guitars and stars,      then stops short  and apologies for speaking at all. All because somewhere in her life, someone she loved broke her heart by ignoring her beautiful words      and telling her to         shut up,        keep it down,       nobody cares.    People aren't born sad.    We make them that way.

                         They keep saying that beautiful is something a girl needs to be. But honestly? Forget that. Don't be beautiful. Be angry, be intelligent, be witty, be klutzy, be interesting, be funny, be adventurous, be crazy, be talented- there are an eternity of other things to be other than beautiful. And what is beautiful anyway but a set of letters strung together to make a word? Be your own definition of amazing , always. That is so much more important than anything beautiful , ever. Credit : Nikita Gill from Pinterest