Dream Life

  You made me feel human again. Your touch, your laughter, your breath, everything showed me what it is like to be a person: a living. breathing person. You came into my life at a time when I thought everything was against me, everything would kill me. You showed me everything I had  to live and fight for. In that short period I called you mine. You made me feel like there were galaxies in my veins and like the stars made their home in my eyes. I'll forever be grateful to the universe for bringing you to me. and at the same time I'll never  forgive it for taking you away.

It's you. You're the one I want. You're the one I want to come home to after a bad day at work. You're the one I want to roll over to inn the middle of the night and wake up next to everyday, for  the rest of my life. You're the one I want to go on late night runs with for food just because we wanted to get out of the house. You're the one I want to take on cute little dates like to a movie, or to a nice , fancy dinner, or to an early morning breakfast before we both have to go our separate  ways for the day. You're the one I want to take on cute all day dates to things like aquariums, and zoos, and amusement parks. You're the one I want to go on fun, exhilarating adventures with, such as a day at the lake, or a hike through the woods, or even just a late night walk when everything is  quite. You're the one I want to stay in with for the night and build a cute little fort while  we  watch movies under it and eat our favorite foods. You're the one...

                                          You bring out the best in me. You have no idea how much your love has brightened my life.  I try to hold back my tears when I look at you. The joy you give me could sometimes drive me to tears. You never give up on me, even in the times when I let you down. I promise to do all I can so that you will never have to cry. And even when you  cry they would be tears of joy. The love I have for you runs deeper than what words can convey. I'll cherish you forever, my angel.

                                                                       My silence means I am tired of fighting and now there is nothing left to fight for. My silence means I am tired of explaining my feelings to you, but now I don't have the energy to explain them anymore. My silence means I have adapted to the changes in my life and I don't want to complain. My silence means I am on self healing process and I am trying to forget everything I ever wanted from you. My silence means I am just trying to move on gracefully with all  my dignity.