Dream Life

  Maybe, it's the way you say my name Maybe, it's the way you play your game But it's so good, I've never known anybody like you But it's so good, I've never dreamed of nobody like you And I've heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime And I'm pretty sure that you are that love of mine                        'Cause I'm in a field of dandelions Wishing on every one that you'll be mine, mine                                       And I see forever in your eyes I feel okay when I see you smile, smile Wishing on dandelions all of the time Praying to God that one day you'll be mine Wishing on dandelions all of the time, all of the time I think that you are the one for me                                       'Cause it gets so hard to breathe When you're looking at me, I've never felt so alive and free When you're looking at me, I've never felt so happy And I've heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime And I'

                                            Every night i kept on thinking about so many things and the most about i can everything better and beautiful with sometime lovely plus romantic. But by every morning destiny planned something different for me. Like every morning destiny surprise me with shocking reality. Reality to which im always running away but somehow i understand, that it would never ever possible for me to leave this behind.  My whole day passed with so many efforts to run away from harsh reality to putting so many efforts to drag it to the nearest better and comfortable world but , this long night turned out to be just like a spring or elastic which comes to earlier stage when you drop it. Ahhh.... I hate it...I hate it more everyday. But im human and when i see some people are so related to me, so neither i have any choice nor im allowed to stop.  With every morning i have to do same steps, get up ....run as much possible and stay hopeful. But some day are like snail

                              I have seen the key in the window, separate, gold, shiny, alien to these dirty institution walls. Shall I take the key, shall I escape the four white walls? Shall I walk upon the roads of rainbow, emerald, meditating upon Jewry? Elohim! Elohim! Am I of the lesser light, mind draped. in foreign night? G-d of the desert, I’m drowning in sand here, without nomad salvation. Baby boys, circumcised, observant orthodoxy. “Don’t murder me, don’t murder me, don’t murder me. Let me escape into the sunlight. Let me know who I am, just once. I ain’t crazy, I swear!” I am bound by bars, the key has transformed into shackles. The man with the Golden Warhole telephone has arrived in my room, syringe full of Mescaline, eyes strange with vagrant fire, saying “It’s time to go, it’s time to go, it’s time to forget yourself, time to forget it all, don’t worry, we only mean the best for you.” And I scrawl upon the Book, repeating only words that I know, only words that I have

  When problems feel too big, focus on the little things you love- and my loveable things is you and its only moves around you. This moment im feeling very exhausted, with everything but i dont know how to overcome this situation what i can think now is of you, only you. I want to cry out louder and want you just near me. So you can hug me tightly that all problems and stress is just melt out the same way i do , when im in your arms.                               The most protecting place for me is always your arms. Im feeling so devastating right now, that i could not even think properly so whenever im in shattered conditioned i can think of only you. This moment i want to just sit calmly and that to just right next to you where i can feel that time is stopped and i dont have to worry about anything in this world . But most good thing is that i can enjoy that specific moment with you. I miss those moments of my life where i had spends hours with you , just by doing nothing. I dont kno